Why work is no fun anymore

I’ve been feeling the work I do as an application/web developer/programmer is not nearly as interesting or rewarding as it once was. As I was mowing the lawn a couple weeks ago (we haven’t had much rain so the grass is growling slowly!), I really got to thinking about the reason for this and I think it comes down to the fact that this type of work is just considered to be “run-of-the-mill“, now. Instead of being one of a small team of smart people who have developed these specialized skills, now I am one person in a large pool of individuals who have the same and often, even more skills than I do.

Additionally, when you work in these technical jobs today, for the most part, you are treated as a commodity – just a resource from which the company can extract work. Of course, this has always been the case but now it’s become very clear as most developers are moved around from one project to another and only work on code for the impacted applications long enough to implement a new feature and finish the project. This would be fine if we were just making a widget on an assembly line or a hamburger from McDonalds but we are usually building or working on applications or tools that are solving a business problem and will be in use and supported for long periods of time (I’ve been supporting an application that I first created in 2002!). When something has a history like this, it tends to grow and change organically over the years as features and functionality are added and removed and, because time is always in short supply, old code is rarely cleaned up. And surprise, surprise, new code is often undocumented or commented.

Over these long periods, code accrues an unwritten history that is passed down like ancient mythologies from developer to developer. But when you have someone who has been working on that code (or somehow intimately involved in that app’s development) since the beginning, they understand that history and the reasons things are the way they are. So, when this developer gets transferred off the project and the support for that application is moved to a team of people who don’t share that history, we lose that institutionalized knowledge and the ability to quickly home in on problems.

So, being treated like a commodity and a lack of respect for one’s accumulated knowledge leads to some dissatisfaction. I’ve seen this in many of my colleagues, especially in the last year or so. Some people who have serious skills have moved on to other employers and some have left the technology field altogether leaving companies to do the best they can with cheap off-shore support and little documentation.

Blowing the Lungs out of the Body – From a Scientific Perspective

Although this is “satire”, their point is clear – the weapons that most people are trying to ban are not necessarily the most deadly weapons. The shotgun does far more damage than a 9mm handgun, a 5.56 round (like in most AR-style rifles) or 7.62 round (like an AK-style rifle). Of course, the reason assault rifles are being looked at so closely is that they seem to be the weapon used in most of the well-publicized mass shootings.

To me, short of literally banning firearms (which is very unlikely to happen in the US), it makes the most sense to require stricter controls and requirements on gun ownership so that these weapons are not in the hands of unstable or untrained individuals.

Movies I Saw in 2021

I watched some classics that I had never seen before, rewatched a few of my favorites, saw a few new films (even went back to the theater for the first time in a while!) and had a little festival with several of Yasujirō Ozu’s films. I’ve put my favorites in bold type.

  • Spider-Man: No Way Home 2021
  • Kramer vs. Kramer 1979
  • The Pope of Greenwich Village 1984
  • National Lampoon’s Christmas Vacation 1989
  • All the President’s Men 1976
  • Child 44 2015
  • Desert One 2019
  • Apocalypse ’45 2020
  • Solaris 2002
  • 2010 1984
  • Squid Game 2021
  • Dune 2021
  • Prometheus 2012
  • Orphan 2009
  • Vanilla Sky 2001
  • Interstellar 2014
  • Jerry Maguire 1996
  • Heathers 1989
  • Secret Window 2004
  • The Wedding Singer 1998
  • Point Break 1991
  • Beverly Hills Cop 1984
  • The Tomorrow War 2021
  • The Golden Child 1986
  • The Vast of Night 2019
  • The Flavor of Green Tea over Rice 1952
  • Sound of Metal 2019
  • WarGames 1983
  • Friends: The Reunion 2021
  • The Conjuring: The Devil Made Me Do It 2021
  • Greenland 2020
  • A Quiet Place Part II 2020
  • Fast Times at Ridgemont High 1982
  • Late Autumn 1960
  • Late Spring 1949
  • Galaxy Quest 1999
  • Sling Blade 1996
  • Porky’s 1981
  • TINA 2021
  • Back to the Future Part III 1990
  • Tokyo Story 1953
  • Honey Boy 2019
  • New Nightmare 1994
  • A Nightmare on Elm Street 1984
  • The Tale of the Princess Kaguya 2013
  • Lost in Translation 2003
  • Night Stalker: The Hunt for a Serial Killer 2021
  • Penguin Bloom 2020
  • Tenet 2020
  • The Fog 1980
  • Mars Attacks! 1996
  • Revenge of the Nerds 1984
  • The Bee Gees: How Can You Mend a Broken Heart

Books I read in 2021

The list goes from latest in the year to earliest in the year. I read a lot of Stephen King in 2021! I’ve always enjoyed King’s short stories and novellas (most are longer than the average book!) because they don’t usually jump the shark like so many of his novels seem to do. I went back and re-read several of his collections – most of which I first read as a young teen. Cujo was really great, too! I actually did a book report on that story in 7th grade!

I also read a lot of “making of” books (as I do every summer, it seems) about Blade Runner and Aliens. If you’re a fan of Blade Runner, “Future Noir” is a must!

  • One Last Look: A Sentimental Journey to the Eighth Air Force Heavy Bomber Bases of World War II in England
  • Aliens: The Special Effects
  • Hearts in Atlantis
  • Carrie
  • Cujo
  • Blade Runner: The Inside Story
  • Project Hail Mary
  • Four Past Midnight
  • …my Way – 40 Years Bujinkan in Europe
  • Ninniku Yoroi
  • Night Shift
  • Future Noir Revised & Updated ion: The Making of Blade Runner
  • Skeleton Crew
  • Embracing Defeat: Japan in the Wake of World War II
  • Ninpo Hibun – The collected writings of Masaaki Hatsumi and his teacher Toshitsugu Takamatsu (Volume 1)

Toys “R” Us in the 1980s

Being under the gun on project deadlines at work, I have been feeling like I don’t want to “adult” much lately. When I am like this, the old Toys “R” Us jingle runs through my head – “I don’t want to grow up, I’m a Toys R Us kid….” and this has gotten me thinking about that store in the 80s.

Toys “R” Us was the Mecca of all kids in the 80s. Until Toys “R” Us opened near our house (the store in Auburn, Massachusetts, right across the street from the Auburn Mall, probably opened in 1978 or so), the only real toy stores were KB Hobby in the malls and of course, the famous Child World located somewhere in Worcester but that was too far for us to travel. Of course, other department stores carried toys but that was just one small part of the whole store. Toys “R” Us was, as its name implies, just about toys which made it a real destination for kids.

I can recall going there and always being excited. Even the façade of the store looked like it was build just for kids with its crazy, multicolored wooden paneling and giant logo with Geoffrey the giraffe prominently displayed.

TRU front
This is how all TRUs looked in the 80s

I can remember walking into the store (before they built that dumb shopping cart collection area!) and seeing the aisles full of colorful toy boxes stacked from floor to ceiling! Even today, I can remember the smell of the store – plastic and rubber. Over the years, the store changed its layout several times but while I was a kid in the 80s, it was pretty much the same. First you would go through all of the sale items so, depending on what time of the year it was, you might be seeing stuffed animals or video games or board games or candy. Then, as you walked through that section, you would be come to the educational toys with things like microscopes and number puzzles and things like that. There were a million different board games lined up on the left side. My child-mind was torn in so many different directions!

Of course, once we had an Atari 2600 or our Commodore 64, I always walked a bit further and went to the video game section!

TRU video games
TRU video game section

The video game layout was interesting. The systems themselves were displayed in plastic cases so no one would steal them. Then the games for each system were displayed on boards with their cover art and the description of the game and each one would have a bunch of price tags below it. If you wanted that game, you would pull off one of the tags and bring that to the desk at the front of the store where they would retrieve your game and then you would take that to the cashier to check out. It was always exciting to see what new games were available! Once we got our commodore 64, things became a little more complex because some games would come on cassette while others came on floppy disk.

One more block of aisles further into the store were the “boy” toys and action figures. Of course, there were sections with dolls and stuffed animals but I didn’t spend any time there! I probably spent most of my time in the Star Wars aisle with my neck craning up to look at the wall of Star Wars action figures, ships, guns and the hundreds of other different items that were being produced.

star wars toys
Kenner’s Empire Strikes Back lineup in 1980

In my pre-teens, I would also spend a lot of time in the Dungeons and Dragons section which had all of the rule books, modules and most intriguing to me, the little lead figurines which always looked so cool. In fact, they looked so cool that I couldn’t resist looking in the boxes that had already been opened and, after seeing that some had already been taken, even sticking a few in my pockets to take home! This was the only stealing that I ever did!

When I got a bit older, GI Joe toys replaced Star Wars and my love for Toys R Us waned a bit as I fell in love with role-playing games, comics and books which were tough to find at TRU. For me, there were a few years where that store really captured my imagination. Some of the most memorable toys that I got at Toys “R” Us were the Star Wars Death Star playset (I think I got this for my 9th birthday after begging for weeks), my Star Wars stormtrooper and Han Solo guns, the original D&D basic set, the Big Trak, and a microscope set that came with a bunch of premade slides and an insect kit which let you look up close at the bees and other bugs that were included.

Microscope
Death Star
Big Trak

Of course, over the years I’m sure there were hundreds of toys and games that we got there that I cannot remember at all. Even though it was relatively close by, Toys “R” Us was an amazing destination for kids.

New Jersey COVID-19 Impact in Numbers

I was curious about the number of “excess deaths” that we have seen since 2019 in order to validate the accuracy of the reported COVID deaths so I went to the New Jersey Department of Health Vital Statistics page and collected the number of deaths for the last several years. Here’s what I found:

Data collected from NJ Dept of Health

I thought this was interesting because it shows just how bad the impact of COVID-19 was on NJ in 2020. That’s at least 20,855 more deaths than 2018 (which was the highest number in the stats I collected) or 29% more! Additionally, you can take the approximate total number of deaths from 2020 (20,855) and 2021 (7,830) and add a bit to see that the number of COVID deaths in NJ is very close to the 30,759 as reported today (2022-01-24).

This was important because it shows that even without the cause of death information (which may have over-reported the number of COVID deaths), we can see a large number of “excess deaths” of which we can logically assume are COVID related. This is the kind of research we, as laymen, can do on the internet. I didn’t have to watch any Youtube videos to “figure out what was really going on”. I just used the numbers that are easily available and a bit of math and logical thinking (and Excel, of course!).

Peter Jackson’s Fellowship of the Ring is 20 years old

It’s hard to believe but Peter Jackson’s first Lord of the Rings film was released way back in December, 2001. As with all things memory-related, it’s hard to believe it’s been that long but it also seems a life-time ago when I think back to the events of 9/11 that had taken place just prior to this.

From the first announcement I had been following the production of these movies on the Internet, mostly from the breathless daily commentary to be found on aintitcoolnews (when it was still relevant and interesting) and then on theonering.net. The casting sounded like it was going to be spot-on and it seemed like Jackson was preparing to unleash something really special on the world.

I was not disappointed. As expected, the casting was perfect and so many shots were exactly as I had pictured them while reading the books (particularly the representation of the Argonath and the scenes at Amon Hen toward the end). There were call-backs to Bakshi’s 1970s animated version of the story, there was humor and the stunning special effects were almost seamless. Oh, and the musical score was great, too! Of course, the story itself was what made the film really work. Jackson and his crew had carefully and lovingly adapted the book for the screen.

I went to see The Fellowship of the Ring for the first time with my buddies Chris and George and we all loved it. I think I went to see the movie at least two more times in the theater and I bought the DVDs when they came out. Then came the second installment in 2002 and when The Return of the King was released in December 2003, the three of us went to see the all-day extended edition marathon followed by the first showing of the final film. Although I don’t think the other films lived up to the perfection of the first one, seeing the whole story on the big screen was amazing.

I’ve watched these movies many times in the years since they were released (on DVD, on Blu-ray and in UHD and streaming) but honestly, they are an undertaking so I probably haven’t watched them as half as much as they deserve (see what I did there?) to be seen. I recently watched the extended version of Fellowship (which I much prefer to the original release) with my son and although I still loved it, he wasn’t as into the movie as I was which made me a bit sad but maybe I oversold it a bit in my excitement.

“It’s a dangerous business, Frodo, going out your door. You step onto the road, and if you don’t keep your feet, there’s no knowing where you might be swept off to.”

Where would we be?

Here we are in the month 21 of the COVID experience. For the most part, we have settled into a routine and adjusted to the “new normal”. It’s no longer strange to see people wearing masks over their noses and mouths in public and, at the same time, we assume those who aren’t doing so have been vaccinated against the virus or just don’t care about it. Of course there’s still a political or philosophical bent to any government or official policies related to the handling of the pandemic but, for my part, I don’t run into this issue very frequently. Although I and my family and most of the people I associate with have been vaccinated, I have friends who refuse to do so for a variety of reasons. None of them are crackpots so I still see them on a regular basis. Although I’ve been to see a couple movies in the theater and we’ve been out to restaurants several times, our forays into the public are fewer and further-between than they were in 2019.

With all this, I often ask myself “How much worse could this have been?” As of today, there have been 788,000 deaths attributed to COVID-19 in the United States. At this rate, we will see more than a million deaths by early 2022. I believe comparisons of the averages from the last several years shows a fairly large increase in “excess mortality” with each wave of the pandemic. I think this statistic helps to argue against anyone who would say that all deaths are no attributed to COVID.

https://ourworldindata.org/excess-mortality-covid

I tend to think that without the “lockdowns”, remote education and work, mask requirements and vaccinations, these numbers would be higher.